Archives by Category: Today, in the life of Eren…

A long vacation…

…and not really in a good way.  I’m not sure what all to say about it.  I’m not really pulling my weight with the driving, but I’ve already [..]

Migraines and motels…

…well, actually a hotel, I think.  I’d have to look up the difference. To worsen matters, my wife has a migraine today.  Yesterday we passed a line of [..]

On the road again…

…and feeling pretty good about it. The rest of yesterday went pretty well, once grandma decided we would stay the rest of the day.  I think we all [..]

Kind of down…

…and having trouble sleeping, so I thought I’d try to journal it out.  Mostly I think I’m overwhelmed and burnt out from it.  Last week was insanely difficult [..]

So tired…

…and trying to sort out why.  At this point, I’m pretty sure it’s mostly because of two things — but I’m not sure how much of each. It [..]

The weekend is coming to a close…

…and I’m getting introspective.  Historically, this was usually the point where I started to freak the fuck out about how little I’d gotten done — and, worse, about [..]

Working like crazy…

…and it feels so good?  Actually, yeah: I am pretty pleased with myself for getting things done, even though a lot of it was really frustrating.  I got [..]

So, about this kindle unlimited thing…

…it is a terrible idea.  At least for me.  I signed up for the free trial month about a month ago and, well, I’ve been going through about [..]

Et Alia…

Last night I was asked if I would be continuing the story of Et Alia.  I tentatively said ‘yes’ for the next book, but I didn’t say that [..]

This week’s awkward moment…

So, this is a conversation that actually took place between myself and one of my coworkers. The Characters: Myself: I’m in my early thirties. I’m transgender, MtF, but [..]

This has been a horrible week.

Allow me to start from the beginning. Last weekend one of my wife’s metamours came to visit. Ess is a good guy: smart, driven, creative, extroverted and a [..]

Today’s awkward transgender moment…

Waking up from a nightmare at 2:00 am and realizing you’d blocked out playing ‘shirts vs skins’ in every P.E. class ever, but now you remember. Is it [..]

Today’s awkward Transgender Moment

So, I’m at work.  I’m the only one in the office, and have been all day.  It’s the weekend, so I’m not wearing my usual ‘uniform’ of baggy, [..]

Crisis of Confidence

The title about sums it up.  Today I’m having a crisis of confidence.  Or maybe a crisis of competence?  It seems like I’m running behind on everything, and [..]

“Casual” Friday…

…is anything but but casual, this time. Today, at the urging of my wife — and because, honestly, I was a little disheartened by the “joke” earlier this [..]

Today I learned…

Today I learned that the first Unitarian was punched out by Santa Claus.

Blegh.

Being misgendered sucks.  But being misgendered when you are clearly presenting as a specific gender sucks more than I expected. I figured it would happen some.  I mean, [..]

Last night was terrifying…

…but aren’t all public speaking engagements?  And to be frank, the past few weeks haven’t been much better in terms of the crap I’ve been going through re: [..]

OT coming to an end…

…and its none too soon.  I’ll be frank: I burned out on it a lot faster this time around, and I think the strain has been leading toward [..]

Nothing going on here.

I am so fucking depressed.

Self Awareness is Hard.

I think I would qualify how I’m doing as ‘okay.’ I engaged in a lot of escapism for a while (hence the long absense) while things just seeemed [..]

Some days…

…you just reeeeeeally could use a nice flogging. Today is one of those days.  >.>

Something to say…

I went to a rally last week.  In part it was a protest of Trump, but more importantly it was a protest of the things he positioned himself [..]

Thinking about the day job….

…and you know what?  I would totally aply for a position as a professional cuddler — if I weren’t pretty sure that, as a transgender woman, it would [..]

It feels like it’s been a while…

…since I’ve posted an update, and I’m not even sure whether or not that’s accurate.  I’ll have to check the date of the last post: everything has been [..]

I have a toothache…

…which sucks, since I can’t really afford to do anything about it right now.  My sister has offered to help financially, which will help.  sighs  It’s one of [..]

June 20, 2017 (T)

I’m pretty tired, but that seems to be an every day low price.  I’m pretty sure that the medication my endocrinologist halved (the one used to regulate the [..]